~~karipapku masin~~

da dekat 2 bulan lebih cuti sem baru kali ni la aku merajinkan diri utk memasak secara solo. sblom2 ni semestinye dgn mak yang kucintai menemani disisi. dengan angkuhnye ak bekate pada mak "ok...mak jgn kaco eh, mak g tgk tb". so...dgn rela hatinye mak ak pon berlalu.resipi yg ak cbe kali ni...jeng jeng jeng...karipap!!tetibe ak teringin banget nak mkn kuih nih.so....berbekalkn resipi y ak carik kat tenet, ak pon startla buat.tekial kial gak mule2, rs cam teringin nak tanye mak kat depan nuh tp.....malu la plak...ahaha...tu la...riak dan takabbur sgt td. okeh...tape2...senang je (konon)....eheh. mule2 wat inti...beres. pastu uli tepung, mmm part ni ak musykil sket. btol ke care ak uli ni, takut je doh ni x lembut t, susah plak nak bentuk. ah...tape, uli je, lame2 lembut r. bape kali ak letak air pon ak tak tau tp akhirnye jdla doh yg ak idam2 kan. pastu, belaku la plak proses memsukkan inti kat dlm doh yang ak da bulat2kan jd kecik2. memg kecik btol, coz ak x ske y besar2 cam y kat kedai tu..x comei,heee. pastu dgn tekunnye ak watla satu2.....ade y kecik sket, ade y besar sket, ade y comei, ade y x...ahaha, lantakla, ak da penat janji leh mkn. akhirnye...siapla seme 20 ketol karipap y ak buat. nampak cam simple, mkn x sempat seminit da telan tp nak wat..pergh..dekat sejam gak (amatur katekan). pastu ak pon gorengla n bawak kat depan, dgn tesengih2 ak suh mak ak rase. mak ak kate ok tp bile tgk reaksi ayah ak y mcm nak tejeluak, ak pon rasela. rupe2nye karipapku masin. sadis2....tp mak ak kate xla masin sgt tp dlm hati ak tau mak ak tanak ak terase....huhu.

moral of d story: never give up..bru first trial..hehe

~~~ayat ayat cinta~~~

Aku mencintai-Mu kerana dua sebab,

yakni cinta kerana nikmat-Mu, dan kedua

cinta kerana Engkau patut dicintai

cinta pertama menyibukkan aku mengenang-Mu

cinta kedua membuat aku menyerahkan cinta yang

wajar kerana Engkau singkapkan tabir supaya

aku berpeluang memandang wajah-Mu

sungguh dalam kedua dua cinta ini, tiada yang

patut kupuja selain-Mu, kerana hak-mulah

segala sanjungan dan pujian.

Wahai kekasihku, cukuplah engkau untukku

limpahkanlah belas kasih-Mu

kepadaku yang berdosa mendekati-Mu

Engkaulah satu satunya tempat pergantunganku

Engkau juga sandaran, ketenteraman dan keasyikanku

sungguh seluruh relung hatiku teruntuk buat-Mu.

Cinta itu hendaklah ditujukan kepada yang paling layak menerimanya. Cinta itu biarlah diserahkan kepada yang tahu membalas Cinta. Cinta itu harus menyeluruh sifatnya. Cinta itu mestilah ikhlas dan jujur (Rabiah al-Adawiyah).

result....=(

sad
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sad
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i must work harder next sem......(a promise to myself)

~~semoga dirimu aman di sana...amin~~

25th may 2009, 7.30 p.m.......

i received a call from mak long, she requested to talk to my mom......it was really weird to have a phone call at this hour (maghrib), i was doubtful. i called my mom and tried to listen to the conversation. my mom reactions proved my inner sense.sumthing bad was happened. at first i thought it was Ali, but soon after the call ended, my mom said it was Nublan. he was drowned while swimming at the Abrams Falls while camping with his other 29 Malaysian friends from Penn University,Us. it was really a shocking news. he was 3 years younger than me, a kind,handsome and brilliant boy. althought we were not so close with each other, but since he was my cousin, there was a bonding that made me felt really sad. the last time i saw him was at the INTEC library about a year ago, where he did his foundation there. he smiled at me when i saw him...and that was his last smile that i can recall now. Nublan....semoga dirimu aman di sana...amin.....

Allahyarham Nublan Zaki(left) and family during his last visit to my home.