**bile saya bosan**

Milik siapakah gadis ini,,,wajah lembut bagaikan sutera (kekeke..perasan)….milik siapakah hati ini…bagai berkurun lama kesepian….ingin aku mencurahkan kasih kepada yang sudi…adakah dia sudi????

Mak! Nak kawen….hehehe

works....*sigh

mmmm...a lot of works and no play makes jack a dull boy...huhu, ak pon da jd cam jack, just x betukar jantina je,tensionnye.....can i just escape all this and straight away graduate?? nantilah tanye bang berahim..ooops sorry vc,heeeee. i think this is my worst sem ever, ponteng, x submit assignment, sakit2, isk3.....too many to handle. kalu fac edu ade wat short sem kan best..tade la sampai bepuluh kredit hour kene amek skaligus....but it is just only if.....

**Life is nothing but conundrum**

we humans are insatiable in nature...we can hardly satisfy ourselves even if we already have everything we want. we crave for things that we really don't need and once we already have what we want, still we look for something better. we long for people who doesn't even like us. we can't love the persons who love and long for us dearly. we take for granted the people who loves us truly and when they finally stopped loving us, we start to care. we find it very easy to give advices to the problems of others where in fact we can't even solve our own. and depressingly, we learn to admit our mistakes when it's too late to be sorry. these are what makes life a puzzle, a never ending cycle. what this life offers us are opportunities to grow up, learn more and become better persons. sometimes we just get too lazy to even notice it. if we've been doing it right from the start then life must have been boring, right? but let's view it in another way. if we start doing things in the supposed way, then life may even bring us more opportunities to live better and we could have been saved from the miseries caused by our own wrong choices. hmmmm.... just a thought.

~~first trial..hehe~~

What should i write here?? mmm, since this is my first post so i don't have many things to talk about. It is a trend nowadays to have our own blog so....i decided to have one. It can be a medium for me to throw out my feelings (anger,happiness,dissappointment), voicing out my opinion, sharing ideas and also to kutuk2 org...ahaha sangat sungguh tidak baik perbuatan itu ye anak2. mmmm, not so many things happened today. As usual on wed i don't have class so i spend my time mostly on my fluffy pillow and the smelly mr teddy. supposely i have to go for my appointment with the doc today but i'm afraid of d result and the pain that i have to face so i decided to procrastinate it....huhu. then, in the evening i went out with mama n feelchah to tesco. da lame x kuar leh gak cuci2 mate...getting bored with the same faces at the faculty ahaha.
i think this is enough for a start, i am on an emotional rollercoaster now.....unstable hormones that cause headache and depression...i'm in depression???oh no...its just normal stress...huhu..till then da~~~~~