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you know i love you so................ i love you enough to let you go

HOPE

How does it feel living in a life with full of hopes but at the end of the day, nothing is accomplished? The answers are FRUSTRATION, DISSAPPOINTMENT, and ANGER. There is nothing wrong to put hope on something, but don’t do it too much. Give yourself a space to breathe when disappointment hit. A space for you to regain your strength and confidence. A space for you to think about the goodness upon your loss. Life starts with hope. Hope drives us to perform our actions in achieving our missions. But hope must be accompanied with PATIENCE and PRAYS. If the hope is suddenly broken, it is not our fault because it is our DESTINY…………….

Drowning.........

She is a girl with talents, but lack of confidence. She is trapped in a world which is beyond her expectation. A place she has never dreamed to live in. I remember something she told me when she was a kid, she said happily “I want to be a good girl, I want to help the people around me, I will do everything my parents said, and I will always be the one they will be proud of,” I smiled back at her, happy to hear such determination from a young, innocent child. As a person who was close to her, I followed every single thing she did, we cherished her achievements together, we shared the laughs and cries, everything. We shared almost everything together. There were no secrets between us and I was extremely happy to have that little companion by my side.

Time goes by swiftly, and now, she is a grown up person. I still follow what she does, but from afar. She is now studying in a big city, with new friends and new culture. She was awkward at the beginning, she told me two years ago but now, she is already adapted to that environment. She wants to be accepted, thus, she changed. She forgets her vows, her principles and the thing that she said to me when she was young. I try to remind her but I can’t. I know she is in a dilemma, helpless in choosing her own identity. From the outside, she may look happy but deep down her heart; she wants to be what she used to be. She is too fragile and she needs guidance. I wish…………..I can help her.