P = P

PRE-PRAC = PENAT

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you know i love you so................ i love you enough to let you go

HOPE

How does it feel living in a life with full of hopes but at the end of the day, nothing is accomplished? The answers are FRUSTRATION, DISSAPPOINTMENT, and ANGER. There is nothing wrong to put hope on something, but don’t do it too much. Give yourself a space to breathe when disappointment hit. A space for you to regain your strength and confidence. A space for you to think about the goodness upon your loss. Life starts with hope. Hope drives us to perform our actions in achieving our missions. But hope must be accompanied with PATIENCE and PRAYS. If the hope is suddenly broken, it is not our fault because it is our DESTINY…………….

Drowning.........

She is a girl with talents, but lack of confidence. She is trapped in a world which is beyond her expectation. A place she has never dreamed to live in. I remember something she told me when she was a kid, she said happily “I want to be a good girl, I want to help the people around me, I will do everything my parents said, and I will always be the one they will be proud of,” I smiled back at her, happy to hear such determination from a young, innocent child. As a person who was close to her, I followed every single thing she did, we cherished her achievements together, we shared the laughs and cries, everything. We shared almost everything together. There were no secrets between us and I was extremely happy to have that little companion by my side.

Time goes by swiftly, and now, she is a grown up person. I still follow what she does, but from afar. She is now studying in a big city, with new friends and new culture. She was awkward at the beginning, she told me two years ago but now, she is already adapted to that environment. She wants to be accepted, thus, she changed. She forgets her vows, her principles and the thing that she said to me when she was young. I try to remind her but I can’t. I know she is in a dilemma, helpless in choosing her own identity. From the outside, she may look happy but deep down her heart; she wants to be what she used to be. She is too fragile and she needs guidance. I wish…………..I can help her.

^_^

i don't really know how to write educational/knowledgeable pieces of writing but i'm more than willing to share any resources that i found really interesting to be read and think about. so.................this is a link that i want to share with you ^_^

http://www.ukhwah.com/article.php?thold=-1&mode=flat&order=0&sid=2141

plagiarism kah???

kenapa saya sangat teringat tunang saya?

kenapa saya sangat teringat tunang saya?

kenapa saya sangat teringat tunang saya?

saya sedang memerah otak untuk mendraf kertas cadangan pindaan kaedah tanah pahang untuk dikemukakan kepada mesyuarat exco.sedang dalam proses memerah tersebut saya asyik teringatkan tunang saya..maka saya pun berhenti memerah dan buat keje2 ni pula (selingan je nih, satgi sambung keje balik hehe!)

encik amir balik bila ye cuti merdeka nih?
rasa macam nak jumpa..

hmm..adakah teringat itu rindu?

teringat = rindu

betulke?

ke cemane?

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the above statements are taken from my future sis in-law blog.......

knape ak post mende ni??? ntah...sbb ak jelezzzz kot

ngahahaha......

ngape nye nak jelezzzz???? sbb....sbb.....dia da ade tunang...ngahahaha

sori kak........heeeeeeeee....

kulir......

ape yang ak ckp dr bgun shgga b'buke:

1200
lya: ko pon x pegi klas eh?
aku: x, ak tejage kol 8 suku, da lewat, mls r....ko pegi ke?
lya: x gak
temah: ak tejage lewat sejam dr ko...9 suku..ahaha

1230 - 1400
(dlm klas)
lecturer: u can teach grammar through literary text. let say u want to teach modal through a poem...mmmm the poem about the kid and his father, what's the title??......
aku: if...by rudyard kipling....

1400-1700
(ole ole, pkns)
lya: ko ok???
ak: ok....
lya: ak risau ko je neh...
ak: ak ok je...juz ignore....

1710
(mase nek tangga)
ak: ak sakit jantung r
lya: yeke jantung. katne sakit?
ak: kat sini (smbil menekan dada). jantung la kan kat sini?
lya: ahaha, weh temah, syidot sakit jantung
temah: ak pon sakit gak
lya: ko ni org sakit ko pon nak sakit
temah: ak slalu sakit jantung, dia cam pedih2 gitu
ak: a a, rase pedih
temah: mmm, ye la tu, pedih ulu hati

1923
ak: bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....allahumma lakasumtu wabika amantu wa'ala rizqika aftartu birahmatika ya arhamarrahimin.......................

SELAMAT BERBUKA BERSAMA GAVISCON (IKLAN UBAT PEDIH ULU HATI)

ob-SERVAT-ion

it was a very tiring day. with only three hours of sleeping yesterday, we (my frens n i) had to wake up at dawn juz to go for our observation project. we did not know how and where exactly the school was situated thus....with only a google map in pam's hand, the journey began.......

at the beginning of the journey..........

it was a very lovely morning.yes!!! very lovely. it was cool, breezy, and the road was totally clear.........but then, arggghhhh!!! traffic jam!!!! the meter suddenly dropped from 120 km/h to only 40 km/h. the feeling of tension and frustation were in the air. we cursed instead of 'berzikir". astaghfirullahhallazim......may God forgive our sins. then, as slow as a snail, finally we reached the place, and it was only after several times of "kesesatan", hak hak hak.

the school was......ASIS. one of the top SBP schools in this country. however........we were quite suprised with the condition and surrounding of the school. it was not bad....it juz looked old. well, that's where the saying goes "don't judge a book by its cover". do you agree? yes? no? not sure? (mr sutaghar's favourite qoute). then, the observation took place.......

we observed!!observed.......and...zzzzzz


after the business settled at around 12.30 p.m, we went for fun. what??? fun!!!!! then.....at around 6,we headed home. but again, as expected....traffic jam!!!i've no pic to describe the place because my phone battery was already dead during the massive traffic jam.

finally...we reached home at 10........totally exhausted, can't open my eyes, my feet cramped, my back ached but still.........we had to cook....and...eat......and eat.......e.....a....t.......zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK

~~tag from katak ijo~~

1. Apakah hubungan awak dan dia? (sesiapa pon boleh)
....teman berduka nestapa besuka ria tak kira masa....

2. 5 impression terhadap dia?
....'dia' prasan cute....
....'dia' suke kale oren....
....'dia' suke an-nisaa' (popuan la tu)....
....'dia' suke men game....
....'dia' adalah 'dia'....

3. Perkara yang paling memorable yang dia lakukan kat awak?
....the origami thingy....'dia' kate it is a symbol of friendship....

4. Perkara paling memorable yang dia kata pada awak?
....ade ke???hahaha....

5. Kalau dia kekasih awak...... awak akan?
....x tau, can't imagine what will happen..ahaha....

6. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak...... awak akan?
....erase 'dia' from my mind and my life....

7. Overall impression tentang dia?
....unstable....(financially, academically, mentally,ahaha)

8. The most desirable thing to do to her/him?
....donno, juz pray for 'dia' punye happiness....

9. Apakah awak rasa tentang pandangan orang terhadap awak?
....baiknye dia ni, sopan santun jek...(ahaha...gile pasan)....

10. The character of you for yourself?
.......blurr....ske nangis....quiet...secretive...bad problem solver......

11. On contrary, the character you hate about you?
......too sensitive......

12. The most ideal person you want to be with?
.......the one who really understands me as Shakespeare said in his sonnet"let me not to the marriage of true minds" ecececece......

13. For people who like you.... tell something about them....
......thank you people...i like you all too....(like je la..=P).....

16. Ten people you tag?
......10??? banyaknye.....mals r nak tag2...huhu.....

*that's what we call friendship is all about*

behind the nerve cells of my brain, between the beat of my heart:

without dissappointment and enjoyment, without emptiness and liveliness, there will be no great memories. there is always a mixture of good and bad moments in order to have the most memorable time in our lives. let's cherish the moments that we have when we still have the chance to do so..............i love u bebeh!!!

whateva~~~~

lumrah dunia...bile kite slalu mengalah, kite kene tindas. bile kite protes, orang ckp mengade ngade. bile kite kate jangan2 tp dia wat gak last2 kite plak y kene. could you please have a little respect on my private life??? just a little please...dia btol2 ke dia main2 ke it has nothing to do with your lives. sharing is caring but this one is not caring anymore. i always pray the best for you, never interfere with anything you do with your private life so in turn please.......a little.....that's enough for me. thank you.

pulanglah........

dimana kamu semua?????pulangla.....udah malem nih.enggak bagus kok anak dara keluar malem2...ahaha (cam ak x penah wat plak). bosan....bosan......da 2 kali ahad kok ak bersendirian.
ahah...gilak.

HoMe AlOnE I

it's sunday!!! i woke up at 1539, juz can't believe my eyes when i looked at my phone. it was cloudy outside, no wonder how i can sleep till that hour. and plus i slept at 5 am this morning. nobody in the house today except me and me..ahah. aly is in kuantan, pam is shopping in kl, shell is somewhere around shah alam and gee probably goes to her fren's house. so.....i am all alone. with a lappy and excellent wireless connection(konon), i would not feel the loneliness anymore (ye la tu).

for the past two months, i've tried to find my late cousin's fb, fs and his blog. only today i managed to find all of them. when he was alive, i never thought to search all of these. we were cousins, but we talked very little with each other. we only met once or twice in a year, mostly during hari raya or kenduri kendara. it was only when he entered INTEC, i had chances to see him frequently. last week when i was walking around the faculty, his face triggered my mind. my mind said "this is the path he used to walk, this is the cafe where he used to eat with his frens, this is the class where he used to learn, in short, every single place here reminded me of him. the memories that i have with him are mostly during our childhood days. it was all the way back in 1990's at our peaceful kampung ; parit 3, ban 2, sg burong, sekinchan, selangor. we played together around the house, near the parit, near the paddy field. oh no...i start to miss my kampung now. it is already four years since the last time i went there. there were all good memories, the laughs, the cries, the food ( i am craving for "wadik ikan sepat"). since our grandparents passed away, i rarely go back to the kampung. thus, we (my late cousin and i) had less opportunities to meet with each other. here are some pictures of him that i managed to find on the net.........(i can't hold my tears anymore).

semoga rohmu dicucuri rahmat...............

*u can't play on broken string

a new semester has begun with not so many interesting things to be talked about . i had troubles with my registration and class schedule...haih..ponin2. time2 tu boleh plak ade hardware failure kat uitm punye system. is this how it can reach the world class university status?better keep the answers in. since i didn't finish my registration, so i decided to follow my other friend's classes. there was one class that had truly put a new insight of my future career. the class is called classroom management. this is a preparation class for our practicum next semester. at this moment i don't really prepared to face the challenges in dealing with students' attitudes and behaviours. i can't imagine myself standing in front of the class with forty pairs of eyes watching at me. and what about when there is nobody watching at me? how and what should i do? this is the time to determine whether the profession suits me or not. to be a teacher, the person is not only has to be knowledgeable but also creative in so many ways because it is about dealing with human beings. and of course it takes a lot of consideration, patience and other emotional processes. for this subject, we' ll watch two movies which are "freedom writers" and

"the ron clark story". most of the classes during this first week was about the introduction of the courses so i did "ponteng" some of them,hehe.the reason of "ponteng" was........shopping. a very inexcuseable reason right?

mmmm.....lets move on to the other things. i called my mom just now and she told me about the robbery case at my future sister in-law house. she lost almost rm1k and suffered several bruises from the incident. she went to my mom's house this evening and my mom gave her a "doa" to hinder such thing from happening again. the "doa" contains the name of "ashabul kahfi" ,إن شاء الله it can help. she slipped at the door while running from the thief who hit her with a big stone..mmm..quite scary. i hope i'll never experience those things in my life. enough with the scars that i've already had, huhu. anyway, the title of this post has nothing to do with its content, it's just that i am listening to a song entitled "broken string" while i m writing this. daaa......

~~new sem=new episode~~

ak bgun sekitar jam 6.30 pagi hari ni stlh hampir bepuluh2 kali alarm phoneku menjerit2, tetibe ngah2 kuyu2 tu abg cikku msg :"rumah hapizah kat jengka masuk maling lagi". sape org banjar pahamla maling tu hape ye. tp xde mood la plak ak nak tanye panjang2.ish...teruk btol ak nih. x concern lgsg. pas solat ak memalskan diri utk kali terakhirnye sbb hari ni last day ak kat umah. kol 10.30 t da kene panjat bas ke shah alam. adoi...malasnye.....

ngah diawang awngan tu, ak terimbau la kembali peristiwa y belaku spnjang cuti ni. firstly pemergian sepupuku arwah nublan zaki, then majlis petunangan abg cik n majlis pekahwinan anak sedara sepupuku. ak sekeluarge x dpt hadir ke majlis pengkebumian arwah nublan zaki sbb majlis petunangan abgku esok harinye. ngah recall mende2 hape tah y belaku lg ak pon terzzzzzzzzz.....

akhirnye lam kol lapan dgn saki baki ngantok y masih mampu ku atasi ak pon bgunla. tgok2 kat dapur breakfast da siap (anak dara hapa nih..heee). ak sgt mals...bukan mals nak blaja, tp mlas nak nek bas, jauh sgt...(xla jauh mane pon sbnrnye).
kol 10 ak pon g la betolak ke bus stop y sentiase menunngu kehdrnku kat situ, x len x bukan bus stop dpn ump tu la. ade construction kat ctu so payah gakla nak parking kete. time tunggu basla antare pekare y mampu membuatkan perut ku enggak enak. ade je nak carik pasal. tetibe rase nak terb**** plak. isk........

dlm kol 10.40 bru bas sampai...sblom pergi ak memeluk n mencium ibuku..huhu..cedihnye.....
lam bas plak ak trus tetido dr tol gambang sampai ler bas masuk kl. pas turun kat trminal s.a, tmpat first y ak tuju adlh atm. risau plak yysn phg x msuk g nih, mau ikat perut ak. akhirnye ak tersenyum...yeah yeah da masuk. lega hatiku x tekire. beg y bekilo2 beratnye terase ringan dijinjing, betape hebatnye efek duit tehdp manusia cam ak....ahaha. last2, sampaila kat umah sewaku y da x bebayar 3 buln ni. esok da stat klas so mlm ni ak surf tenet puas2, byk info tetinggl spnjg 2 bln percutianku. sem ni lg mencabar. byk mende kene wat. harap2 ak bole handle dgn baik. lgpon skang ni ak rase x mood da nak hooray2 cam dulu kale. tetibe ak rase cam...cam....x mood la..ahahahaha. maybe sbb ak da matang kot. n kesedaran thdp ape y lbih penting da makin menebal dlm diri. usia pon da naik so pemikiran pon ikut same la ke depan kan. mals da nak pikir mende remeh temeh, klu ade ade, klu xde...nati2lah diusahakan. ini bukan masenye lg ( ape ak merepek nih??ahah). ok.....slamat mlam syahida...i love u..ahaks.

~~karipapku masin~~

da dekat 2 bulan lebih cuti sem baru kali ni la aku merajinkan diri utk memasak secara solo. sblom2 ni semestinye dgn mak yang kucintai menemani disisi. dengan angkuhnye ak bekate pada mak "ok...mak jgn kaco eh, mak g tgk tb". so...dgn rela hatinye mak ak pon berlalu.resipi yg ak cbe kali ni...jeng jeng jeng...karipap!!tetibe ak teringin banget nak mkn kuih nih.so....berbekalkn resipi y ak carik kat tenet, ak pon startla buat.tekial kial gak mule2, rs cam teringin nak tanye mak kat depan nuh tp.....malu la plak...ahaha...tu la...riak dan takabbur sgt td. okeh...tape2...senang je (konon)....eheh. mule2 wat inti...beres. pastu uli tepung, mmm part ni ak musykil sket. btol ke care ak uli ni, takut je doh ni x lembut t, susah plak nak bentuk. ah...tape, uli je, lame2 lembut r. bape kali ak letak air pon ak tak tau tp akhirnye jdla doh yg ak idam2 kan. pastu, belaku la plak proses memsukkan inti kat dlm doh yang ak da bulat2kan jd kecik2. memg kecik btol, coz ak x ske y besar2 cam y kat kedai tu..x comei,heee. pastu dgn tekunnye ak watla satu2.....ade y kecik sket, ade y besar sket, ade y comei, ade y x...ahaha, lantakla, ak da penat janji leh mkn. akhirnye...siapla seme 20 ketol karipap y ak buat. nampak cam simple, mkn x sempat seminit da telan tp nak wat..pergh..dekat sejam gak (amatur katekan). pastu ak pon gorengla n bawak kat depan, dgn tesengih2 ak suh mak ak rase. mak ak kate ok tp bile tgk reaksi ayah ak y mcm nak tejeluak, ak pon rasela. rupe2nye karipapku masin. sadis2....tp mak ak kate xla masin sgt tp dlm hati ak tau mak ak tanak ak terase....huhu.

moral of d story: never give up..bru first trial..hehe

~~~ayat ayat cinta~~~

Aku mencintai-Mu kerana dua sebab,

yakni cinta kerana nikmat-Mu, dan kedua

cinta kerana Engkau patut dicintai

cinta pertama menyibukkan aku mengenang-Mu

cinta kedua membuat aku menyerahkan cinta yang

wajar kerana Engkau singkapkan tabir supaya

aku berpeluang memandang wajah-Mu

sungguh dalam kedua dua cinta ini, tiada yang

patut kupuja selain-Mu, kerana hak-mulah

segala sanjungan dan pujian.

Wahai kekasihku, cukuplah engkau untukku

limpahkanlah belas kasih-Mu

kepadaku yang berdosa mendekati-Mu

Engkaulah satu satunya tempat pergantunganku

Engkau juga sandaran, ketenteraman dan keasyikanku

sungguh seluruh relung hatiku teruntuk buat-Mu.

Cinta itu hendaklah ditujukan kepada yang paling layak menerimanya. Cinta itu biarlah diserahkan kepada yang tahu membalas Cinta. Cinta itu harus menyeluruh sifatnya. Cinta itu mestilah ikhlas dan jujur (Rabiah al-Adawiyah).

result....=(

sad
sad
sad
sad
i must work harder next sem......(a promise to myself)

~~semoga dirimu aman di sana...amin~~

25th may 2009, 7.30 p.m.......

i received a call from mak long, she requested to talk to my mom......it was really weird to have a phone call at this hour (maghrib), i was doubtful. i called my mom and tried to listen to the conversation. my mom reactions proved my inner sense.sumthing bad was happened. at first i thought it was Ali, but soon after the call ended, my mom said it was Nublan. he was drowned while swimming at the Abrams Falls while camping with his other 29 Malaysian friends from Penn University,Us. it was really a shocking news. he was 3 years younger than me, a kind,handsome and brilliant boy. althought we were not so close with each other, but since he was my cousin, there was a bonding that made me felt really sad. the last time i saw him was at the INTEC library about a year ago, where he did his foundation there. he smiled at me when i saw him...and that was his last smile that i can recall now. Nublan....semoga dirimu aman di sana...amin.....

Allahyarham Nublan Zaki(left) and family during his last visit to my home.

~~d nite of sociolinguistics~~

last paper, chaiyok chaiyok!!!! this thick sociolinguistics book has really driven me crazy. too many to remember and understand at the same time. this morning i saw pn. mahanita, my sociolinguistics lecturer with her new hair cut. she looks young with the new style (i guess) but her serious face prevented me from approaching her. what would her face turn out to be when she is marking my paper? hahahaha....i tnink i can guess ( i'm pretty good in guessing anyways). last night my dear frens helped me with my sketch. thank you very very very much cayang cayangku. only God can repay your good deeds. our favorite dining place tonite (candle) is deserted. most of the customers (teslian) are probably studying at their homes trying to absorb all the info. as for me...mmmm no comment, tet~~

gambar sekadar hiasan=P

~~happy mother's day~~

Dan Tuhanmu telah memerintahkan supaya kamu jangan menyembah selain Dia dan hendaklah kamu berbuat baik pada ibu bapakmu dengan sebaik-baiknya. Jika salah seorang di antara keduanya atau kedua-duanya sampai berumur lanjut dalam pemeliharaanmu, maka sekali-kali janganlah kamu mengatakan kepada keduanya perkataan "ah" dan janganlah kamu membentak mereka dan ucapkanlah kepada mereka perkataan yang mulia[850].

Dan rendahkanlah dirimu terhadap mereka berdua dengan penuh kesayangan dan ucapkanlah: "Wahai Tuhanku, kasihilah mereka keduanya, sebagaimana mereka berdua telah mendidik aku waktu kecil."

( Al- Israa', ayat 23 dan 24)

~~lya suh update~~

ak tak tau la nak merapu pe kali ni tp sbb lya sebok suh ak update makanya ak pon updatela. pg td paper contemporary literature, pergh bapak susah. nak tecabut otak aku memikir, jwpn ak seme berlandaskan logik akal dan sedikit pengetahuan ak pasal literary devices. nak2 pasal city of glass yang hanye separuh je ak bace..hahaha. dgn bepuluh puluh kali menguap akhirnye penuhla juga kertas jwpn, tp xtau la ape sbnrnye y ak tulis. grammar of course lintang pukang tp harap2 content tu ade la kot. pas kuar hall muke masing2 ak nampak toye semcm jek, mebi dorang pon same cam ak kot. pastu balik trus ke alam zzzzzzzz. bgun2 da petang trus g pasar mlm dgn prasaan penuh lapa pastu g beli tiket blik sabtu ni. bla bla bla rewang sane sini blik mkn n skang wat mende ni. ok lya...da update ni sila bace eh.ahaha

~~no title~~

esok tepat jam 9 pg adalah paper contemp lit, ttp skrang otakku seakan2 mahu meluahkan sedikit pandangan mengenai isu2 y berlegar di sekeliling.....
manusia atau al-insaan di dlm bahasa arab adalah sebaik2 makhluk ciptaan Allah. bermula dgn kejadian Nabi Adam a.s sehinggalah sekarang, hampir tidak terhitung lg jumlah manusia di muka bumi ini. manusia itu terdiri dari pelbagai sifat dan kerenah samada secara zahir atau batin. justeru perkara ini mewujudkan kepelbagaian antara kita. namun, harus diingat satu perkara yang dimiliki oleh setiap insan yang bergelar manusia ialah: pelupa. kita harus sedar, kita adalah makhluk Allah yang tidak sempurna. tidak lari dari melakukan kesilapan dan kesalahan. oleh itu, jika ada di antara kita yang telah melakukan kesilapan, janganlah dicanang kesilapan yang telah dilakukannya tetapi di sebalik itu, berilah nasihat agar dpt sama2 memuhasabahkan diri. sebaik baik manusia adalah yang mampu belajar dari kesilapannya dan tidak mengulangnya kembali.

exam+wed

adeh....malsnyer.....gle byk kene bace.!!..commmon quote when examination is juz around the corner especially for those who love to study at the very last minute like me, huhu. i juz went back from my hometown after two weeks of 'vacation'. btol2 rilek sampai date exam pon lpe. thanx a lot to my concerned parents even kene beleter panjang. yesterday my third bro brought home a very very good news. a news that my mom has been waiting for several years. he is getting married!! and i'm happy too!!because...the next turn will be mine..hehe. so as the bridegroom going to be, i saw several changes within him. yelah nak jd suami kan..kene la berubah, no more wrestling like before. but...the saddest thing is i'm gonna miss it=(....haih..i need to change myself!! my lil bro plak still wif his childish behavior. bile nak besar ntah. but i like it=).....at least adela orang ak bole kaco when d other one da jd milik org. back to the wedding business, the best part was Poh Kong!!survey pnye survey skali my bro lpe y mane dia tempah. adeh....trus ilang ke"excited"kan ak (mcm cincin tu utk ak plak kan..ahah). then we entered MPH. pelik gak, since when my bro ni ske shopping buku. rupe2 nye one of the hantaran is a book entitled "rahsia malam pengantin". my lil bro n me tergelak2 la jugak while my mind was travelling into the yellow zone..isk3. after about two hours ngatkan da setel upenye ade lg. nak carik tepak sirih plak dah...celah mane nak carik mende alah ni. then my mom said she will find it. org mude2 ni manela tau mende traditional nih. ak pon da lpe camne tepak sirih tu pnye rupe. okla..considered settle. on the way back my mom said "thun depan ida plak". dlm hati ak berkata:ameen..........

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********aku rasa benar2 tenang*********

Personality Test

1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2. Take the Personality Quiz3.

3. Tag your friends including me :)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

~~women and money~~

Women and money are just like siblings. They need each other in order to survive. Is it true? Why?? Women are the biggest spender and the vital tool to decrease inflation. In this recent economic recession, women are more deppressed than men. Although this may sound materialistic, but believe me, in this modern world, money is everything. With money, we can be happy, without money, stay away from me. Women can shop for six hours non stop compare to men. Maybe because women are too fussy, but actually they just want the best for themselves. We are given a lot of choices, ranging from the lowest quality to the top branded materials. Thus, why not we take this opportunity to select the best one? The best one does not mean expensive. Price is not the only tool to measure the quality. We still can get quality stuff at uptown. But.....it may take hours before we manage to find it. So....during this recession, my friends and I chose not to shop a lot (hehehe..btol ke??). Women can make a rich man broke, but wise women can help men to generate more money. Although women are always being blame as too extravagant, but remember, women are also the one who responsible in taking care of family financial. Am i becoming more towards feminism??? mmmmmm.......(thinking)....

Tips for saving:
1) Be selective, compare the price of one product with other products.
2) Buy in large quantity.
3) Shop with your friends, they will help you in comparing, selecting, and calculating..hehe.

~~creative writing class~~

supposedly i wrote this last saturday where my creative writing class was held at tasik shah alam. we were assigned to observe the surrounding at the lake and later create our own short story. it was enjoyable as it was the first time i hang out with my classmates during this semester. there were abundance of food and i ate till i can't breathe..huhu. these are among the pics taken:

~~apa ertinya rindu??~~

aku suke dia!!!!!!!!!!aku rindu dia!!!!!!!wish he knows about this....isk3














my cute little nephew Najmi... can't wait to see u this weekend!!

~~single ladies~~

Reasons why smart people stays single:
1. Single means you have the time to grow and be the person you want to be.
2. Single gives you space to grow. It is harder to grow when you are too close to someone.
3. Single means learning to live by yourself.
4. Single means freedom.
5. Single means learning not to need a man/woman to make your life meaningful.
6. Single is realizing that being married is not necessarily better.
7. Single means that there could be something wonderful around the corner and you can take advantage of it.
8. Single means you are free to love again.
9. Single means you have more time to care for other people.

Why Ladies today are still single?
1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have No money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.
10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!
11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

**bile saya bosan**

Milik siapakah gadis ini,,,wajah lembut bagaikan sutera (kekeke..perasan)….milik siapakah hati ini…bagai berkurun lama kesepian….ingin aku mencurahkan kasih kepada yang sudi…adakah dia sudi????

Mak! Nak kawen….hehehe

works....*sigh

mmmm...a lot of works and no play makes jack a dull boy...huhu, ak pon da jd cam jack, just x betukar jantina je,tensionnye.....can i just escape all this and straight away graduate?? nantilah tanye bang berahim..ooops sorry vc,heeeee. i think this is my worst sem ever, ponteng, x submit assignment, sakit2, isk3.....too many to handle. kalu fac edu ade wat short sem kan best..tade la sampai bepuluh kredit hour kene amek skaligus....but it is just only if.....

**Life is nothing but conundrum**

we humans are insatiable in nature...we can hardly satisfy ourselves even if we already have everything we want. we crave for things that we really don't need and once we already have what we want, still we look for something better. we long for people who doesn't even like us. we can't love the persons who love and long for us dearly. we take for granted the people who loves us truly and when they finally stopped loving us, we start to care. we find it very easy to give advices to the problems of others where in fact we can't even solve our own. and depressingly, we learn to admit our mistakes when it's too late to be sorry. these are what makes life a puzzle, a never ending cycle. what this life offers us are opportunities to grow up, learn more and become better persons. sometimes we just get too lazy to even notice it. if we've been doing it right from the start then life must have been boring, right? but let's view it in another way. if we start doing things in the supposed way, then life may even bring us more opportunities to live better and we could have been saved from the miseries caused by our own wrong choices. hmmmm.... just a thought.

~~first trial..hehe~~

What should i write here?? mmm, since this is my first post so i don't have many things to talk about. It is a trend nowadays to have our own blog so....i decided to have one. It can be a medium for me to throw out my feelings (anger,happiness,dissappointment), voicing out my opinion, sharing ideas and also to kutuk2 org...ahaha sangat sungguh tidak baik perbuatan itu ye anak2. mmmm, not so many things happened today. As usual on wed i don't have class so i spend my time mostly on my fluffy pillow and the smelly mr teddy. supposely i have to go for my appointment with the doc today but i'm afraid of d result and the pain that i have to face so i decided to procrastinate it....huhu. then, in the evening i went out with mama n feelchah to tesco. da lame x kuar leh gak cuci2 mate...getting bored with the same faces at the faculty ahaha.
i think this is enough for a start, i am on an emotional rollercoaster now.....unstable hormones that cause headache and depression...i'm in depression???oh no...its just normal stress...huhu..till then da~~~~~